tireddddd.. so tired. so terribly tormented and tired.

it seems to me that my posts have this recurring theme of fatigue. but sigh, what to do, i'm feeling tired all the time, i really am. and yes, of course both physically and emotionally, as always.

a crazy life, in a crazy world, in crazy times, really drives you crazy

the weather's been pretty foul lately, gloomy and doomy, how it mirrors my feelings. i don't mean to be whiney, but how how how??? ughh, modern life messes with emotions. same old things, recurring again and again. IOP (yes, i'm not done with that), EE, TOK (after the essay, now it's the wretched presentation), etc etc etc etc

oh well, at least chinese oral is over. hope it went fine, i really don't know. i wanna look on the bright side, but it's so damn difficult. just hope that at the end of it all, when i reflect, i will see the light, i will reap the benefits, and i will look back in satisfaction.

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love,
In the spring, becomes the rose.