my head is throbbing, my eyes are closing, my soul is dying, and my heart is aching.

ok this isn't some emo, cut wrist, jump off, swallow pill type of post, but, blahhh just feeling so miserable. arghh so tired. yet again. it's crazy man, it's like fatigue has become the norm. it's become an integral part of life. sigh, if only the desire to work could naturally become such an intrinsic part of me. then i wouldn't have to worry about all those dreaded tests, exams, IAs, and everything else.....

it's so ironic, but going to school can sometimes be such a terrible waste of time. those crazy 4.40pm days are really starting to bother me more and more. i'm starting to feel more and more that there's really no time for other stuffs..seriously man, 4.40pm?? like, the day's gone just like that. i didn't really think much of it initially, but increasingly detesting the crazy hours. and good grief, those 2h 20 min chucks of econs, seriously. it really plays around with one's sanity. oh, and i got back the first draft of the dumb econs IA. and after spending like altogether maybe, 5 hours of my life just looking for the article, having countless articles rejected, and taking pains to write the damned commentary nicely, it turns out there's so much irrelevant stuff, and the important stuff is not there. enough said.

and i'm starting to get really fed up and also worried about those geog questions. seriously, it's like there's just absolutely no way i can score. like something somewhere will always go wrong.

ok i realize all i want to do now is sleep.