i'm feeling so sad. goodness i think this is really unhealthy you know, like, constantly feeling so gloomy and weary. but seriously, it's so like, tiring seriously. there's just so much stress, the strains and stresses of contemporary living. life's like a never-ending rollercoaster of emotions, thoughts and work, cliched as it might sound.

i realize there hasn't, in ages, really been a time when i could really absolutely completely forget about my doubts and worries and fears and just simply live in the moment, and appreciate everything for the way they are, without desiring to be somewhere else, doing something else, or even being someone else. life just seems so terribly imperfect, so unsatisfactory. you know the favourite interview question where they ask you, 'If you could live your life all over again, what would you change?' and more often than not, these crazy interviewees would go like, 'absolutely nothing. i love my life just the way it is, i enjoy being who i am, and i appreciate what i have. i just can't imagine having anything more.' boy, i sure admire these people. seriously. it's one of those thump-chest-and-make-v-sign sort of thing man. i mean, how is it possible??!! i really don't understand these people.

it's been another crazy night, so much bull going on. this is really ridiculous.

A song without the words, a man without a soul, a bird without its wings, a heart without a home, a knight without a sword, a sky without the sun, a ship beneath the waves, a child who's lost its way, a door without a key, a face without a name, a breath without the air.