i saw this on a friend's blog some time back, and it made a great impact on me. i think it's great video, a timely reminder that makes us reconsider what is really important in life.
please watch, and may you be renewed and touched by it :D
Monday, December 28, 2009
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
i remember one article describing liverpool's season as "lurching from one crisis to another". sometimes, my life reminds me of liverpool's season.
my life feels like idk, periodic phenomena or something.
cliched as it sounds, sometimes the complexity of human nature really overwhelms me. it makes me not want to be human so i don't have to deal with all this. i see the birds hopping around chirpily and they look so relaxed and free. i envy them.
i need to think carefully. but idk mann.
perhaps i think too much at times. oh, i'm not the only one like that. and i realize it can get quite frustrating when people are like that. so maybe i should curb such behaviour. because i realize that when people think too much, they get all sorts of ideas and perceptions and they become extremely attached to some sort of ideology or belief, and they become so terribly emotionally unstable and become nothing more than a constant wreck of feelings and emotions. they feel lousy about themselves, they feel lousy about everyone else, they get extremely moody and impatient. the slightest trigger sets them off into yet another bout of emotional breakdown. they lash out at people, take offence at the slightest things, and are completely incapable of calming down and cogently thinking through things.
sometimes it feels futile and pointless to talk through things because you know it's going to erupt again, soon, for one reason or another.
sigh. i will not succumb. i will look to God and let Him tell me that He has a purpose for me, and that He has great plans for me. i will stand strong in the knowledge that in spite of everything and anything, He remains there, and He remains true to His word.
so rejoice, for this is the day that the Lord has made :D
my life feels like idk, periodic phenomena or something.
cliched as it sounds, sometimes the complexity of human nature really overwhelms me. it makes me not want to be human so i don't have to deal with all this. i see the birds hopping around chirpily and they look so relaxed and free. i envy them.
i need to think carefully. but idk mann.
perhaps i think too much at times. oh, i'm not the only one like that. and i realize it can get quite frustrating when people are like that. so maybe i should curb such behaviour. because i realize that when people think too much, they get all sorts of ideas and perceptions and they become extremely attached to some sort of ideology or belief, and they become so terribly emotionally unstable and become nothing more than a constant wreck of feelings and emotions. they feel lousy about themselves, they feel lousy about everyone else, they get extremely moody and impatient. the slightest trigger sets them off into yet another bout of emotional breakdown. they lash out at people, take offence at the slightest things, and are completely incapable of calming down and cogently thinking through things.
sometimes it feels futile and pointless to talk through things because you know it's going to erupt again, soon, for one reason or another.
sigh. i will not succumb. i will look to God and let Him tell me that He has a purpose for me, and that He has great plans for me. i will stand strong in the knowledge that in spite of everything and anything, He remains there, and He remains true to His word.
so rejoice, for this is the day that the Lord has made :D
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